Lil Loaded's last words revealed in heartbreaking Instagram post: 'Ready to join God'
'I ask for entrance to your kingdom thru all of my mistakes,' he wrote in his last Instagram story
Lil Loaded, the Dallas rapper behind the 2019 viral summer hit '6locc 6a6y', died on Monday, May 31. Now, the late 20-year-old rapper's last Instagram post is breaking hearts, where he wrote that he is "ready to join god."
The Dallas County medical examiner’s office confirmed the sad news on Monday, May 31 saying that the young rapper, whose real name was Dashawn Robertson, had died. Ashkan Mehryari, an attorney for the rapper stated that his client had ended his life. "Sadly, I am able to confirm Mr. Robertson passed away today," Mehryari wrote in a statement. An official with the medical examiner's office said the cause and manner of death had not yet been determined. Lil Loaded's death is a huge blow to the hip-hop music scene which is reeling from the news of the deaths of two other rappers on the same day, Supa Gates and VNZA. Supa is a Dallas rapper while VNZA was based in Detroit. Now, Lil Loaded's last Instagram post has come to light, the shocking final Instagram message was written as a message to God.
"Dear most high," the rapper had written. "Please forgive me for my shortcomings and all the times I've fell short of making you proud and being appreciative of the blessings that have been put in my life.' The Dallas-based rapper then thanked God for all of the people in his life that kept him "grounded and humble through everything," and said he loves every single one of those people. "I ask for entrance to your kingdom thru all of my mistakes. I know you love all of your children and I'm ready for my heart and soul to join you," he concluded the note.
Lil Loaded's attorney told the Dallas Morning News that his client's death was "very tragic," adding, "He had a very bright and promising music career ahead of him." The news of his death comes just months after he was charged with manslaughter in the shooting death of his friend, 18-year-old Khalil Walker. He was arrested on suspicion of murder last year after he allegedly shot Walker with a rifle in Texas on October 25, 2020. He was later indicted earlier this year on the lesser charge of manslaughter.
His 2019 song "6locc 6a6y" has gained more than 29 million views and was also awarded a gold certification by the Recording Industry Association of America., a few days before his death Stanley Gabart, whose production company worked with Lil Loaded's record label, Epic, said "This kid was on a great path," he said, adding: "He was struggling with some things we wish we would've known about."