Heartbroken Diddy mourns Kim Porter's death: "I've been trying to wake up out of this nightmare"

Porter and Combs had been a couple for over a decade until they parted ways in 2007 and shared three kids together


                            Heartbroken Diddy mourns Kim Porter's death: "I've been trying to wake up out of this nightmare"

Three days after the death of the model, Kim Porter, the father of her children - rap mogul Sean 'Diddy' Combs - has finally opened up about his loss. Paying a heartwarming tribute to the late model, Diddy mourned her death by calling her his 'soulmate' and this news, a 'nightmare he's trying to wake from.' The 47-year-old model and actress was found dead Thursday at her home in Toluca Lake, California. No information has been released about the cause of her death. 

Recording artist and producer Sean 'P Diddy' Combs with his girlfriend Kim Porter attend the 2004 NBA All-Star Game held on February 15, 2004 at the Staples Center, in Los Angeles, California.
Recording artist and producer Sean 'P Diddy' Combs with his girlfriend Kim Porter attend the 2004 NBA All-Star Game held on February 15, 2004 at the Staples Center, in Los Angeles, California.

On Sunday, Diddy took to Instagram to grieve the loss of his ex, by sharing a touching post. "For the last three days, I've been trying to wake up out of this nightmare. But I haven't. I don't know what I'm going to do without you baby. I miss you so much. Today I'm going to pay tribute to you, I'm going to try and find the words to explain our unexplainable relationship," he wrote in the caption. 


 
 
 
 
 
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Porter and Combs had been a couple for over a decade until they parted ways in the year 2007. But they still managed to remain close even after them calling it quits, and even shared three kids together - twin daughters and a son. Porter had an older son from a previous relationship too.

"We were more than best friends, we were more than soulmates. WE WERE SOME OTHER S--T!! And I miss you so much. Super Black Love," the caption continued. Alongside the sweet message was a footage of the couple from a 2006 Essence shoot, that has also been in the limelight all over social media, ever since the news of Porter's death broke. The video shows Porter pregnant, and both her and Diddy dance and embrace with SWV's 'When U Cry' playing. The camera then shows Porter gushing about how excited she is to be able to share an incredible example of black love. "We don't get a chance to see much of that," she says.


 
 
 
 
 
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Diddy's post on Instagram comes just two days after another famous ex of Porter - R&B singer and producer Al B. Sure - shared a similarly sweet post paying tribute to the late model, through a photo of him and Porter, alongside the hashtag "#ForeverMyLady." The hashtag is a direct reference to the Jodeci hit, "Forever My Lady," which Al B. wrote about her. The two of them share Porter's oldest son, Quincy Brown, who stars on the Fox series "Star."