Harry can't sleep at night and is 'overwhelmed with guilt' for deserting family during pandemic, says insider
Prince Harry is believed to be in terrible personal turmoil amid the coronavirus pandemic that has gripped the world.
A royal insider revealed that Harry is very shaken up given what is going around in the world, especially since he is so far away from home.
The source shared, "He’s overwhelmed with guilt over not being close to home while this is going on. It’s hit home that Charles and the Queen are not going to be around forever," Us Weekly reports.
As per the insider, one of Harry's biggest concerns is that he is far away from his grandmother, the Queen, should she get ill and pass away. The source also added how Harry's wife Meghan Markle is not really aware of how he is feeling.
"To his credit, he tries to shield Meghan from his stress, so he’ll confide in friends. He’s having sleepless nights and being isolated in a new unfamiliar place isn’t helping matters," the insider revealed.
Prince Harry's father Prince Charles has been a pillar of support to Harry and Meghan currently but Harry's relationship with his brother Prince William is still cold.
On March 25, it was revealed that Harry's father Prince Charles, 71, tested positive for COVID-19. The palace confirmed that Prince Charles spoke to his sons Prince William and Prince Harry about it too. Charles had last seen his sons on March 9 when the royal family attended the annual Commonwealth Service at Westminster Abbey.
It has been reported that William and his wife Kate were hurt by Harry's decision to quit being senior member of the royal family and move away. Harry has currently settled in Los Angeles, California with Meghan and their baby son, Archie.
The source claims that Harry is anxious about when the pandemic is going to end and when he can go see his family. "It’s a terrifying time. There’s a big part of Harry that still wishes he were still in the UK so he could be there with his family," the source said.
Harry's reported inner turmoil comes after he supposedly banned Meghan from mocking the royal family in any way to prevent any more bad blood. As per a report by Mail Online, Harry had told their agent that the couple will not do anything that is "detrimental to the Queen."
We had earlier shared that Harry and Meghan flew to LA by a private jet before POTUS Donald Trump shut the borders to the USA. According to The Sun, a source shared, "Harry and Meghan have left Canada now for good. The borders were closing and flights were stopping. They had to get out."
Meghan, 38, has a large support system in LA which includes her mother, Doria Ragland, who is a social worker and a yoga instructor. Meghan has many friends too, some of whom had reportedly visited her while she was staying at Vancouver Island.
"They have a big support network there. It’s where their new team of Hollywood agents and PRs and business managers are based. Meghan has lots of friends there and, of course, her mum Doria," the source revealed. \
In January this year, Prince Harry and Meghan Markle had announced that they would be stepping down as senior members of the royal family.