Nikki Bella believes she's found her 'voice' while planning her wedding with John Cena

Last time Nikki decided she did not want to get married right when she was trying on her wedding dress and now the bride-to-be cannot be more excited on finding the perfect dress!

                            Nikki Bella believes she's found her 'voice' while planning her wedding with John Cena
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Nikki Bella is taking control of her wedding with John Cena and no one can stop her! On this week's Total Bellas, we see Nikki taking a tough decision when it comes to her wedding and somewhere, we are happy to see her get her strength back. One of the hardest decisions that Nikki made was to un-invite her best friends as the bridesmaids. And while the news might come as a shock to them, Nikki seems to be sure about what she is doing. "I've decided that I'm not going to have bridesmaids anymore," Nikki confessed, as reported by E!  "Like, anyone?" Nikki's bestie Shawna asked. "Yeah," she replied. 

Nikki was calling the shots in her and John's wedding (Photo by Alberto E. Rodriguez/Getty Images)

Even though the news came as a shock to Nikki's friends, they were all supportive of her decision. After all, it is her wedding. "Here's what you should do: You should do what you really want to do, whatever that means. If that means having bridesmaids have it if it means not, then don't 'cause this is your day," her friend Katy said. Not only will Nikki be walking down the aisle without a bridesmaid, she will also not have her girls stand at the altar. It is safe to say that her wedding to John will step away from tradition. 

"The one thing that I do have to say that I felt like I've found since I've been wedding planning, is my voice," she said to her friends before toasting her upcoming wedding. The episode also showed Nikki heading out for shopping her wedding dress along with her sister, Brie Bella.

While the last time her wedding shopping happened to be the moment she knew she can't go on with the wedding, this time, things were a bit different. Heading out to New York, Nikki finally found her perfect wedding dress and this time, she wanted to get married! "Oh my gosh, I just got goosebumps," Brie shared. "I feel like this is exactly what you've been looking for."

Meanwhile, Nikki added that she felt like a Barbie in the dress and has instantly fallen in love with it. "It's so funny because you always know when a bride finds her dress because when they walk out and it's like this big smile and they feel like a queen you're just like, 'That's it.' That's the smile I've been looking for lately," Brie gushed at the camera. "I just feel like now we've just made a turn. Things are gonna start feeling really special and feel like, 'Hey, I'm getting married.'"

While Nikki might have had most of the things figured out, she still has many more issues to address. "It's so tough making these decisions on my own because I just think about like, 'What will John like?' and I don't want him to be disappointed and I want him to love this wedding just as much as I'm going to," she said.  "I kinda get nervous making these decisions 'cause it's like, we called the wedding off and since we want to keep our same date, we lost a lot of time."