Why did Lil Loaded kill himself? Rapper’s mother says he was sad after breakup on night before death
Dallas rapper Lil Loaded killed himself over a breakup, his mother told TMZ. The 20-year-old, who was behind the 2019 viral summer hit '6locc 6a6y', was found dead by his mother on Monday, May 31. She called the police when she found his lifeless body. The police report stated that when the officers in Cedar Hills, Texas, reached the incident address they found the mother of the rapper, crying on the front porch while his body was inside with a gun beside him.
Responding cops said that the devastated mother told them that when she came back home, she found her son, in the second-floor hallway. She also mentioned that the night before he took his life, her son, whose birth name was Dashawn Maurice Robertson, was sad because he had broken up with his girlfriend.
Lil Loaded's last words revealed in heartbreaking Instagram post: 'Ready to join God'
How did Lil Loaded die? 20-year-old Dallas rapper was arrested on suspicion of friend's murder in 2020
Previously, Ashkan Mehryari, an attorney for the rapper, stated that his client had killed himself. In a statement, he said, “Sadly, I am able to confirm Mr. Robertson passed away today.” Mehryari also noted that Lil Loaded’s death was “very tragic,” as he stated, “He had a very bright and promising music career ahead of him.”
It has been said that before his death, Lil Loaded also wrote an ominous message on his last Instagram Story, which read, “Dear most high, Please forgive me for my shortcomings and all of the times I’ve fell short of making you proud and being appreciative of the blessings that have been put in my life sometimes the lines are blurred between being solid and being heartless I want to thank you for how far I’ve come and the people you’ve put in my life to keep me grounded and humble through everything and I love every single one of those people that are genuinely for me I ask for entrance into your kingdom thru all of my mistakes I know you love all of your children and I’m ready for my heart and soul to Join you.”
Lil Loaded’s death came months after he was charged with manslaughter in the shooting death of his friend, 18-year-old Khalil Walker. Originally from San Bernardino, California, the rapper was scheduled to appear before a judge in the court on June 1. Though he was initially fighting a murder charge, this year, he was given the lesser indictment of manslaughter. Walker, who was Lil Loaded's family friend, was reportedly shot in the chest. After the tragedy, he was rushed to the Methodist Charlton Medical Center but did not survive.
Days after Walker’s death, Lil Loaded shared a post on his Instagram page that noted, “I appreciate all y’all support. They try to make u look guilty wen u innocent regardless .. we going to get pass this. Rip my brother love u.”
Meanwhile, Lil Loaded’s death came as a shock to his fans as people on the internet started sending condolences on Twitter. One such fan tweeted, “Lil Loaded's last Instagram story is heartbreaking. RIP.” “RIP Lil Loaded. He was a key part of the new wave of Dallas rappers. Prayers up for those close to him,” another wrote. “the lil loaded situation is sad, he really had a lot of potential, really hope Polo G & Loaded got more in the vault,” a person added.
Lil Loaded's last Instagram story is heartbreaking😔💔 RIP pic.twitter.com/YBui5f7c83— RapTV (@raptvcom) May 31, 2021
RIP Lil Loaded 🕊— RapCaviar (@RapCaviar) May 31, 2021
He was a key part of the new wave of Dallas rappers. Prayers up for those close to him 🙏 pic.twitter.com/NkEyp9PvLM
the lil loaded situation is sad, he really had a lot of potential 😤, really hope Polo G & Loaded got more in the vault 🤧🙏 pic.twitter.com/SSsv8WvQdx— pologplanet ⭐️ (@tupacrebirthed) June 3, 2021