'I was going to lose myself': Kendall Jenner reveals how the pressures of modeling career pushed her to the edge
Kendall Jenner seeks help from her 'higher self' whenever she is having a bad day
BEVERLY HILLS, CALIFORNIA: ‘The Kardashians’ star Kendall Jenner is a well-known model, actor, and reality TV personality. Similar to any other entertainment celebrity, Kendall has been through several ups and downs in her life. The star was even at a point in her life where had she gone any further she would have probably not been as great as she is now. Keep reading to taste the tea.
Kendall is a horse lover and she has grown in a community where there were more trails than horses. Recently, the reality star spends most of her time with one of her horses named, Delandra. It’s therapeutic for her to spend time with her horses. However therapeutic it has been, there have been several stages in Kendall’s life where her emotions stalled.
Kendall felt like she was 'going to lose herself'
There comes phases in every celebrities life where they get pressured by agents and managers. But the most difficult phase is when a star is at the peak of their career. At that moment, they have a lot to lose. And, at that point, it’s always hard to say no and follow your heart. However, Kendall in an interview with Jay Shetty revealed, "If I had gone any further, I was going to lose myself."
However, Kendall understood soon enough that it is important for her to feel good rather than please people. Even though she was always told to not say no to things. Kendall says there were people who didn’t want me to stop because "it benefitted them." But, she fought against all the odds and went on with doing what she actually wanted to do rather than listening to people’s points of view.
Kendall is ok with her modeling career declining. However, she did face anxiety and restlessness because of the fall. During her hard days, many of her friends suggested her to go to therapy. But she made her way out of the dark phase by letting herself get involved in small things which she wasn’t able to do because of her busy life. She started giving more time to her horses, family, friends, and herself.
Kendall goes to her 'higher self' whenever goes through a bad day
Kendall says she always wants to live at her "higher self". That’s the place from where no one can take anything away from you. And, in the same way, she managed to survive through the trolls of social media. Kendall describes her higher self to be "great, gorgeous, loyal, and positive." Well, the star also confessed that, unlike her sisters, she is not much of a social person. However, she has now learned to keep up with her fans. She can’t avoid them as she lives and works in a social environment. Kendall recently uploaded a photo of hers from her childhood. She also posted the same photo on her bathroom mirror and whenever she feels sad or down, she sees the photo and says, "She is dope, I love her."
‘The Kardashians' Season 2 is set to premiere on September 22 on Disney+.