"I'm sorry I couldn't fix or take your pain away": Ariana Grande speaks out on Mac Miller's death
Ariana Grande took to Instagram and shared a video of late Mac Miller and her which shows them giggling and spending quality time with each other.
Around a week after Ariana Grande broke her silence on her ex Mac Miller's death, the singer opened up about how much he meant to her. The 'No Tears Left to Cry' singer penned down a heartfelt tribute including her anger, sadness ... and the deep regret because she couldn't get him to stop using drugs.
Earlier they were reports that Ariana was "distraught" by her ex-boyfriend's death and had been having panic attacks, following severe backlash from his fans, who had been blaming her for his death. She was reportedly taken to hospital after she suffered alleged anxiety attacks. E Online had earlier reported that the 25-year-old received the news of Miller's death last Friday, moments before she boarded a flight.
On Friday afternoon, Ariana posted a heartful tribute on Instagram - a video of Mac and her - back when they were dating. It is a touching clip that consists of the duo giggling. In the caption, she wrote: “I adored you from the day I met you when I was nineteen and I always will. I can’t believe you aren’t here anymore. I really can’t wrap my head around it. We talked about this. so many times. I’m so mad, I’m so sad I don’t know what to do."
She continued, “You were my dearest friend. for so long. above anything else. I’m so sorry I couldn’t fix or take your pain away. I really wanted to. the kindest, sweetest soul with demons he never deserved. I hope you’re okay now. Rest.”
In the video, it can also be noticed that Mac seemed to have told Ariana a story before the duo started to have a hearty laugh. “Makes me so happy,” Ariana can be heard telling Mac. “I’ll tell you the story as many times as you want,” he sweetly added.
Shortly after sharing the heartfelt tribute to Mac, the “God Is a Woman” singer also went on to post a picture of a dreary grey sky on her Instagram Story. This is Ariana’s first Instagram post since last week when she paid her respects to Mac a day after his death by posting a black-and-white photo of him without a caption.