'Killed her with my magical mind': Pamela Anderson reveals she tried to murder babysitter who molested her

'Killed her with my magical mind': Pamela Anderson reveals she tried to murder babysitter who molested her
Pamela Anderson made some shocking revelations in her documentary titled ‘Pamela, A Love Story' (Dia Dipasupil/Getty Images)

Warning: The article contains recollection of sexual abuse that may trigger some readers. Discretion is advised.

VANCOUVER, CANADA: Yesteryear heartthrob Pamela Anderson, 55, has a Netflix documentary coming up soon, in which she has made some startling revelations. The ‘Baywatch’ actress, 55, had admitted in the documentary that she had once tried to kill her babysitter after she had apparently molested her as a child. She revealed that she tried to stab her caretaker in the heart "with a candy can pen". The documentary is slated to release on January 31, 2023.

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She further revealed that she had been instructed not to inform her parents about the abuse that she went through for "three or four years" and that she had tried to be a good sibling and protect her brother from the babysitter as well. However, there was only so long she could stay put. “I tried to kill her, tried to stab her in the heart with a candy cane pen,” she said. Shockingly, the babysitter died in a car accident only a few days after, according to RadarOnline.

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“I told her I wanted her to die, and she died in a car accident the next day,” Anderson said, while also admitting that she had kept herself from alerting any adult abut the abuse she suffered. She also went on to state that she wished for her nanny’s death shortly before the accident and that she believed she had “killed her with my magical mind and I couldn’t tell anybody.”

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A young Anderson also believed that she would be judged for wanting her babysitter dead. “I was sure that I did it, that I’d wished her dead and she died…I lived with that the whole of my young life,” she said.

While she had been abused for years as a child at that point, sadly that was not where it ended for the blonde bombshell. She then goes on to reveal that she was abused again by her 25-year-old neighbor as a 12-year-old girl. “[Me and a friend] went to a friend’s condo, she went upstairs with the guy she had a crush on. I started to play backgammon downstairs with his friend while I waited for her,” she stated.

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The day took a horrible and unfortunate turn as she states that the abuser had said that she "looked like she needed a massage". “He was 25, I was 12. He raped me. I felt like it was my fault,” Anderson added.

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